what do you want to be when you grow up?!
i ponder and ponder. deep down, it's to be a performer, an artist, a musciain. i want to say those things. but what actually comes out of my mouth is that thing i THOUGHT i wanted to be.
i accidentally blurted that out once
reaction: empty stares. WHAT? DISHONOR OUR FAMILY!!
what i have learned from music, i ca nnot even begin to describe.
the emotion that just swells inside of you while performing is just amazing. it's the feeling that you're not only invincible but also like you've got some secret barrier, where you're trapped inside your own musical bubble and no one can burst it. it's the most amazing feeling ever, it's better than buying steve madden flats 50% off! it's more amazing than eating a breakfast burrito, it's moree amazing than clicking with your best friendettas again.
you make your own music, and you show your audience what you are trying to convey. if you believe in your emotions deep enough, your audience will feel it. you act the part of sadness, the audience will cry with you. you act the part of a silly joker, the audience will laugh with you (or at you).
it's a whole new experience, it's refreshing, it honestly never gets old
auditions didnt go too well. yes, solid performance, but i just didnt feel it, and neither did the judges. they wanted more and more. on the right track, but gottta dig deeper, make more colors.
now that is art.
constructive criticism
that little bit of motivation, that keeps me going.
posted by Michelle @ 10:12 PM
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